Let's go wild !

Once again, I'm now in ipoh, haha
coming back for three weeks in a row,
skipped "a few" classes,
but i will surely pay more efforts on them later to catch up,
i think the next time i come back is on my sem break,
so its ok, i will stay there for 3 weeks,
preparing for my final.

now, they are taking the 3 papers of MUET,
writing, listening, and reading if i'm not wrong.
i think with their english level,
they can surely make it band 3 or above.
but it depends also, there are luck and mood things,
i mean stress can affect the results.
good luck to them.
hope that they can make it with one try,
retake will only waste time and money.
same for me too,
i will take that exam later.

the main purpose i come back this week is
to spend some times with them
after the exam, i am sure that they will go wild, haha
i am now waiting for that moment.
after that, its my turn to prepare for my final,
all the things come in good sequence.

now, i want to share about interaction between family mambers.
nowadays, many people dont know how to deal with their own family,
you might find that looks funny,
but the problem is still there
and it really makes a lots of differences to your life.

i didnt mean that i can handle it well,
but these things take time to change,
at least i give it a try.

try to understand the others well
before you hope that they can understand you better.
communication work as an important role in this part.
"let's have a heart to heart to heart talk",
lol, 4 minute's heart to heart lyric suddenly pop into my mind, sry...
dont think that heart to heart talk is only for couple,
if you appreciate your family,
you should try that on them as well.

a family without communication is kind of meaningless,
try to convey this message to someone which refuse to talk.
please remember to convey with a smile, and a soft sound...
i think if they get this message well, they will change.
put your love to your family before its too late,
appreciate what you've got, you can make the change.

i think i really have the talent to become a psycho counselor,
i do have a good ear for that, perhaps need more training ...

*removed the cbox due to unwanted messages.

Sudden back, whatever...

Back to ipoh this weekend, suddenly,
actually, i've just decided it on thursday night,
so happy that they ask me for an outing,
and so many coincidences happen in this weekend,
so i am now in ipoh.
didnt see their face for a long time,
can i say i miss them so much ? lol
i dont know who are still checking on my blog update,
seems like so weird if i say like that....hmm...

last weekend,
i spend it all with my family,
especially with my sis,
sing k again,
only 2 of us,
quite enjoy also.

now, they all finished the
muet speaking,
so they have some free time,
let's hang out, haha

suddenly mention about muet,
i think my college still noob at little things,
the muet test used my class for the exam,
they paste the notice all along the way to the class,
and my lecturer know nothing about it,
nobody even care to inform her to chg place or cancel class,
how can they dont give it a damn?
how can they tolerate with it?
i really want to know,
does this happen every time?
haiz...that is reality
its not that i dont want to be proud of my college,
is that you can see how they do their job as a staff or in any position,
在其位，谋其事
such a simple responsibility also dont have,
i am speechless about it.
* i am not saying all the staff, thanks.

recently, i have a feeling like used my time meaningless,
life became so boring all of a sudden,
unhappiness spreading in my life,
dont know what had happened and still finding solution,
i think that is just a feeling,
hope that it will be disappear after this post.
i miss you mr.paul, and i really do,
please forgive me for skipping your class 2 times in a row,
now, i am blogging with english again,
i will try to improve my english everyday.

saw one blog just now,
she score well in spm,
but she didnt apply any scholarship,
just simply dont know anything about that,
and now, most of them were expired,
i believe that she is regretting now,
i write this is not for fun,
just advising for one more time,
think about your future before its too late,
better plan about it before you start to prepare for your final exam,
do some research,get the application form asap,
start with your application things as soon as you get your result,
dont miss any chance that will make you regret.

i just simply remember your birthday,
if my comment had spoiled your plan,
i am sorry about that,HM.

lazy weekend

For a long time i didn't blog in english right? lol
Today, i am now in ipoh again,
stay up till so late
and blogging like the old time,

why am i back here on thursday ?
that is not important at all,
yeah, i skipped classes, so?
nothing i can say about my college discipline.

btw, at least today i done my last group presentation,
a talk show which is assignment 2 for english class,
before i leave kl,
i think i have done it better than ever,
but still, i need more and more improvement.
somehow, i like my eng lecturer,
not just because she is an aquarius too,
but we can cope well in the class,
i wont simply skip her class, and also other classes too,of course
if i have no reasonable excuse.
i think that is what i have been taught since primary school.
learn for yourself, not for others.

okay, enough for my study,
actually, i really hate don't like other to ask me:
why are you studying about computer
and you don't even know how to fix common computer problems?

sometimes, i really want to reply like:
wtf do you know about my study?

but mostly, i will answer in a polite way:
do you really understand what am i studying about?

we are studying how to write programs.
computer is really more and more complicated
than what you look like as a box of electronic chips...
it is really annoying when you every time trying to explain this....haiz...
it is even worse when they think i am finding excuses,
and say something more to hurt me...
can do nothing but keep my mouth shut.......
please don't think that a newbie studying computer science will know
how to solve that damn things,
go and ask someone who is working at a pc shop, they are specialists at these...
although i am trying to remember everything
when someone showing or teaching about these
but, i am still a newbie

luckily that i still have a blog
to let go any of my unhappiness
thank you my blog