20111231

Last day of this year,
actually i dont feel like it is,
i just came to this fact not long ago,
then i think back of my to-do list,
dang! I HAVENT RENEW MY BLOG!

I am just hardly can find a good mood and good timing to do so.

moved to another place at kl recently,
not far from the last one,
so i was force to go back to clean and move everything,
the worse is
that is the week which they just officially finish stpm,
i am sad because i cant share the happiness with them.
actually the house i moved is worse than the previous,
much worse...but who cares.

but look back to this year,
not too bad right...
i did well in my cgpa,
i really did improve a lot in english,
can be prove with a lots of english post in here,
perhaps not good enough...
i can say i have try my best to keep our friendship,
i am not empty,
and i found her,
who i would willing to use a part of my life to care for her,
IU, a girl who can cheer me up,
melt me with her singing,
and she will become officially adult after tonight 12 pm,
coincidently, same as me, hahaha,
no more teens for us,
and my friends also.

Tonight, I will spend with her on MBC,
feel free to join us ~

I dont care whether 2012 will be the doomed day,
i live my day as i wanted, with no regret.

I am sorry for a late renew, truly sorry.

IU on MMA

I think i've started to mention that
I am now a fanboy of IU (Lee Jieun),
a very talented and lovely singer, song lyricist and also composer.

Today is MMA - MelOn Music Award.(by today, i mean 11/11/24)
She won Top 10 Artists of The Year just as the award started,
it was a live broadcast through youtube.
At the almost end of the award,
I'm so surprise and happy that
she won The Song of The Year with the hit - Good Day.
I shouted, unbelievable.
As I watched her walking to the front,
she slipped on the stage, omo
and then she got up with a smile,
continued to walk toward.
Showing us the right attitude when we are in troubles.
She is so cute, undeniable.


Her next album - Last Fantasy
will be release on 29th Nov.
There are short previews of the songs release
everyday start from few days ago.
The new songs are nice.
Check those previews at here.

Beast, another favorite band of mine,
won the Artist of The Year.
Haha, good news also.
And the Album of The Year goes to 2NE1.

Top 10 Artists are :
2NE1 | f(x) | Leessang | Park Jung Hyun | B2ST
Big Bang | Super Junior | SECRET | SISTAR | IU
(source : allkpop.com)

IU just post on the fancafe,
said that she is alright now.
I am proud to be her fanboy,
proud to have her as my idol.
(credit : squishyblob @ weheartiu.com)

On 29th of Nov,
there is also MAMA at Singapore,
Mnet Asian Music Award.
IU will not be there according to the news.

here are the links on youtube,
IU's performance on MMA,
IU's Song of The Year Award.

photos credit to squishyblob and f1rstpluz @ tumblr.

Don't be surprise if my background change into IU's photo,
hahaa!!!

Movie night

I was back to kl last saturday to attend the english class,
i mean i go back just for the class ,
then come back to Ipoh ~ funny eh?
But the shocking part is ,
there is no class for me on that day,
they made an event - movie night.
So I go there and watch a movie with my teachers and a lot of students.
Included some kids.

The movie - Zookeeper ,
is hilarious and kinda meaningful.

I was quite surprised with that at first,
when i saw my friend coming down from the stairs
and told me that we have no class for that night.
Fortunately the others stayed for the movie.
That teacher is right,
why so serious ?
Since we were there already,
why don't we stay for the movie?
In the end , I was quite enjoy the movie.
They even prepared food for us,
but I am too full to have any of it.

I am really appreciate with what they tried to provide to us.
And I can stay there only until April of next year.

那些年...的我

刚看了学生兵团在Astro新秀pk的视频
有感而发
小时了了，大未必佳

首先
我看过不少唱功了得的小孩
电视，比赛什么的
看他们唱歌时
总是唱得很油
所谓的油
是指很技巧性的有感情
有时还配着些特定手势
我并没有说他们唱得不好
我也知道我唱得没他们好
只是听着看着的同时
我会感到很恶心
或许你会说我不懂得欣赏
对不起
我是真的不会欣赏

我是想说
老师们或许可以接受现实
让他们自由些
听听学生的意见
让他们走自己的风格
但要小孩明白流行曲的歌词
再唱出感情来
其实也是挺难的

接下来
想借《那些年》的一句语录
“ 成長，最殘酷的部份就是，女孩永遠比同年齡的男孩成熟，女孩的成熟，沒有一個男孩招架得住。”

看到这
我不禁在想
那些年我都在做些什么啊～
白痴白痴白痴....
还不知道在哪里做些白痴事情
玩什么电子游戏机


或许就算让我早点懂这些
我也没有资源去学些有的没的
 时间都给课业霸占了
哈，骗你的，是睡觉

话说当时的女生都开始迷SHE
多年后我才知道原来SHE不只是个英文单字加大字母
亏我还好意思说
我当时的确知道有个谁叫王力宏唱着唯一
不知哪来的一架收音机
唱着唱着就迷上了
也不迟吧～哈哈

好了，糗事就写到这

朋友如果想约我去看《那些年》
或着去哪里闲逛、溜达
我是真的很开心的
但前提是要准备好考试
我怕打扰你们念书
会变成千古罪人

最近开始迷上IU
某个韩国人气超高的歌手
一位令人佩服的韩国美眉
还比我小一岁
喜欢上就不管啦～哈哈

睡咯～
那些开夜车的朋友
要照顾身体哦
精神好对考试是很重要的。
祝你们好运咯！

Dream High

Yea, just finish this korean drama 2 days ago,
Dream High

Starring :
Suzy (miss A) - Ko Hye Mi
Kim Soo-hyeon - Song Sam Dong
Ok Tacyeon (2PM) - Jin Gook
Ham Eun-jeong (T-ara) - Yoon Baek-hee
Jang Wooyoung (2PM) - Jason
IU - Kim Phil-sook

This is so great ,
gather members from different group and form Dream High ,
they even have an actor to sing like a singer,
impressive yet convincing.

there are also a few scene that are really touching ,
and also hilarious ,
with some senior actors and actress,
the headmaster,teacher Kang, teacher Yang and teacher Si.
don't forget the Mr. too-good-loan-shark, MDS, hahaha.

never forget about the singer IU, haha,
really cute with the role. *fanboy waving

I also learn a few important things about singing in this drama,
this is what i like ,
funny + idols + touching + informative,
how nice.

A good news, they will  have Dream High 2.

There is a mini Dream High concert,
I watched it and it is so nice,
hmm...maybe i got a bad feeling towards Eun-jung in the drama,
that makes me feel like Suzy is much more better than her,
i think that is not fair for her,
i should watch more T-ara performances before jugde her,
but from the day i know T-ara and miss A ,
i prefer miss A , hahaa,
anyway , i think T-ara is not bad too,
we will see.

I like the song Hye Mi sang for Jin Gook - Winter Child
like it so much.

For the students who exam is around the corner,
please stay far far from these entertainments,
don't stick your eyes to the TV please,
and also the pc.

I'm just too lazy to change any background setting of my blog.

那些年，我们一起追的女孩

刚看完半夜场
反正还没想睡
就趁记忆犹新
来一篇热血的吧!
由于电影还在上映中
我就不碰任何剧情

这部电影的确带给了我不少回忆
那些年
那一间学校
那一间教室
当然不可少的
那一位女生
沈佳宜
品学兼优
优雅气质
绑马尾

看着看着
沈佳宜的脸
好像变了
变得似曾相识
变得无比熟悉
就好像在脑海里
每个笑容
每个表情
都非常深刻烙印在脑海里的那一张脸
在荧幕上
再次上演我们之间的每个剧情
那种甜蜜，窝心的暧昧

如果那一年
我是那么的热血的话
剧情又会有什么变化
想必许多男生看过后
也会问自己同一个问题吧...
女生呢？哈哈
不介意就回复一下嘛
简简单单也行
不过我觉得你若一下笔
两三行怎能使你满足。

我真的觉得这是一部很值得看的电影
若你是刀大的迷，更加不用说
你知道我是在讲你的。
*奸笑声*

这么棒的电影，
如果你诚意邀请，
我是绝对不介意多看几遍的。

懒人回来了~

哎哟，又懒了一个月多，
都有人投诉说太久没更新了，
奇怪，还真有人在看哦...

没什么啦
就写写最近吧
一转眼我的第三学期就快结束了
考试就在下个星期而已
够力的是
我还没知道哪一天会考什么
你说厉害吗？
听他们说这是他们的传统

这种最后一分钟的传统
都不知道害死几多人

就上几个星期 （都不记得是哪天了...）
学院的戏剧团体演了一部戏，
开始时只是想敷衍一下 （老师逼我们去）
但后来这部戏的确带给了我不少欢乐
真不一般阿
说起这个老师
他的性格似曾相识
像是Mr. Oh 二号，哈哈
也是很执着于艺术，
也是很喜欢搞笑，
做起事来也是很“认真”。

最近有很多好歌哦，
想在这里推一下，

张栋梁 - 我不会哭
王心凌 - 不哭
杨丞琳 - 仰望
郭靜 - 陪著我的時候想著她
梁文音 - 还是朋友
田馥甄 - 还是要幸福
潘嘉丽 - 说不哭
陈势安 - 势在必行

哈哈，还是一样
多数都是悲伤的情歌
我喜欢，你吹咩？

有时候在适当的时候听到一首歌
真的能整个影响你的情绪
音乐很不可思议

那天在回家路上
突然收音机播回王心凌的经典成名曲 - 爱你
整个情绪真的好到没话说
那时候我才知道
歌词在我脑里从没离开过
哈哈哈哈
说回来她也真是进步了不少
不再是以前的甜美教主
但我还是比较喜欢“我不会哭”
张栋梁是很棒的歌手

SHE 十周年纪念

今天是 911
对美国人来说并没有什么开心的纪念价值
但对SHE的粉丝却是意义非凡的一天

今天是S.H.E.女子天团
出道十周年纪念日
虽然说我不是什么歌迷
也称不上什么粉丝
但这十年来
她们的的确确带给了我不少欢乐
是我敬佩的一个歌唱团体

在此就祝各位S.H.E. 的粉丝和她们本人
十周年纪念快乐
我也希望她们能继续带给我们好歌
或者好戏，好Mv，还有好心情~

刚好明天是中秋节
也顺便祝大家中秋节快乐
每逢佳节倍思亲
游子们也不要难过
不能吃同一个月饼
但还能同赏一个月亮吗~
韩国一些艺人团体也有在youtube上载中秋祝福
例如110909 | BEAST / B2ST - 2011 Chuseok Greetings
哈哈哈，当然还有其它其他
虽然听不懂在说些什么
但是有心就好啊~谁管那么多
今天就到这里吧

last moments for the holiday

ah~ in a blink of an eye ,
it's already the last few days of the 'long' holiday...

have to switch back to the study mood is suffer ,
but i think for those who are working will be more suffer ba...
back to there,
will start to become a machine,
yet still wan to face with that that THAT person.......
that person who makes me speechless all the time.......


today just finish the korean drama,
City Hunter,
Lee Min Ho and Park Min Young,
who is a couple in the drama , and also reality , lol
Lee Yun Sung and Kim Na Na,
a good start of relationship,
wish them to have a blissful relationship.

I find that Lee Jin Pyo in the drama looks a bit like Jackie Chan,
haha, my sis say they don't look alike at all,
so what you say?

The drama is quite nice,
although at last,
the prosecutor Kim Yong Ju is dead...
but that is ok I think,
at least his dead has it's value.

Like the precious scene in the drama,
the light bulb kiss of them ~ hue hue

Besides of that,
I also finish the book,
Precisely out of control by Giddens,
such a nice story ,
talk about causes and effects,
so meaningful yet hard to understand,
by showing it in an unimaginable way,
his stories will always bring me to a condition like,
wow! wow! wow!
very impressive imagination and writing skill,
really a great author.

Next will be Dream High and Personal Taste ~

Just now saw the title in someone's blog,
We are not even friend,
stun me for a sec,
but it seems like nothing to do with me,
the contents there recently are not good to be disturb by any outsider's comment,
so I am gonna keep quite, and quite, and quite,
and post some nonsense at here...
ignore this if you feel this is annoying.

不够分

哈哈，今天终于想写中文的同时，能写中文了。
没有想写什么
只是看了那傻婆的一篇不知该归类为什么的文章，
有一点感触的想法

旧朋友阿
旧同学阿
在一段长假里，
该分配多少的时间呢...
长假，这应该要看年龄层吧
以前中小学时，
有年中假，
年末假，
大大小小的节日，
接触的人也比较少，
很够分吧。
总在毕业时想，
老朋友，以后也能聚一聚吧，
中学毕业后，
空闲的时间越来越少，
接触的人却越来越多，
不够分，很自然吧...
一个假期，
家人，
恋人，
好朋友，
旧同学，
自己，
距离，
唉...
假期里想碰见谁却又碰不见，
应该怪谁？
我也不知道，
怪自己吧，我没那个命，哈哈

所以说，我们应该，
真的要很确定，
很确定见面时，
把握了每一分，每一秒。
知道自己还没做到那个份，
却又不知道该从何做起，
是多么的差劲，
是多么的可笑啊~

无奈事实的却如此
这就是人生啊
要尽最大的努力
减少人生中的空白
虽然还是有不少空白处的说

Secret Garden

Hi...how are you guys recently,
is there anybody miss my post?
don't be shy to give me a comment , lol

zzz....

tonight , I have the mood to write in Chinese,
but the Chinese program gives me trouble again...
so this is the outcome.

Just finished the Korean drama "Secret Garden",
main actor is Hyeon Bin as Kim Joo Won,
main actress is Ha Ji Won as Gil Ra Im,


original photo link

like the drama very much,
although some of the scene is a bit over,
but the storyline is touching,
fun moment when they switched their souls,
sad moment when they have troubles with their relationship,
drama is drama,
but we always can learn something from that,
Hyeon Bin acting skill is very good,
first time to watch his drama,
Ha Ji Won also,
a very cute girl and acts very well too,
the way they treat each other in drama is nice,
of course that are the best scene after so many NGs,
life will not always as perfect as that...

the best lines of the drama:
"why is there so many bad things happen in your dream ?"
"because you are in my dream."
"with me, even your dream also becomes nightmare?"
"even it will becomes like that, I also want to be with you, for tomorrow, and the days after tomorrow."

perhaps my translation is not good,
but I have tried my best,
sorry if there is any mistranslation.

I think the message the drama wants to convey is
try to be in someone's shoe,
especially someone that you care so much.

that's all for today...

Recently

Abandoned my blog for a long time,
nothing much to say,
the excuse is hilarious,
cut all the craps and now start the story,

I am again , back to Ipoh,
start to plan all the outings with them.

On 13/8, my English teacher Mr.Paul,
who was never fail to make my day,
is gonna leave me,
congratulations to him ,
to become the principal of the school.
That is life,
we meet different people,
come and leave.
After all, we will have a new teacher,
her name is Eveling,
a fresh grad,
i can tell she is good,
she is good looking and also can speak very well in English,
but I have never been on her class before,
she will be teaching our class at tomorrow night,
so sad that I am now already in Ipoh, hahaha,
nevermind, I will ask my classmate about that later.

On the last exam, IIE,
I got an A,
but who cares, who cares...
The coming exam will be on November,
have to put more effort on it.

On my college side,
just finished our test one,
I can say the result is acceptable,
never hope for more than that...
After the holiday,
we will have to interview some people for the assignments,
hope all the things go smoothly.

Whatever, throw all that out of my mind,
now I am gonna enjoy this holiday with my old friends,
go check the now showing list at cinema,
bye~

A late post

a late post for you two,


HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Ms.Leong and Ms.Tan.

BEAST 1st Fanmeeting Asia Tour in MY

Such a memorable day,
how can I don't write it here , lol

Yesterday , My sis and I reached Sunway Pyramid at 2 something,
planned to ice skate for few hours ,
unfortunately, there have international skating competition...

after that , we go shopping ,
then ate pizza ,
and went to Sunway Lagoon at 4 something.
At that time ,so many fans already waiting at the entrance,
busying to decorate the card ,
so many fanboys too ....

Jump to the venue ,
it is already 8.30 , AH!!!!
when they come up to the stage by the middle rising platform,
all gone into crazy , shouting non-stop ,

here is the list of the songs they have performed on that wonderful night

Special
Soom
Shock
Beautiful
On Rainy Days
Fiction
Oasis

Encore

I Like You The Best
V.I.U

On the stage ,
I can see Yoseob and Dongwoon and Doojoon is talkative,
Kikwang is ok la...Hyunseung and Junhyung is quiet...

Junhyung looks so good in his all white outfit ,
Yoseob is so attractive when he messing his own hair in the song Fiction ,LIVE ,OMG!!!

There is a question moment,
they have been asked 6 questions,
I can only remember one , the most special one,
they have been asked to sing Happy Birthday song to one of their fans,
the lucky girl's boyfriend sent the question,
Dongwoon:"So romantic ah~" lol
Really so romantic...

There is also a game moment ,
they paired with the fans to play bowling, lol
with some quite easy missions,
its funny that Junhyung get the one ,
which is to make a love shape with his pretty korean partner,
and Hara will definitely see this...I think it is no big deal geh~
all of the fans envy them...haha,
especially the malay girl part with Yoseob,
Yoseob is too happy to give her a few hugs.
The funny moment when Yoseob knew that she is Junhyung fans,
he shouted JOKER for three times , hahahaha
Dongwoon's pair win this section ,
he signed on the prize for his partner , wow , so nice ....
they all get a polaroid photo with the Beast member,
this is really the grand prizes for all

I've been shouting all night long too...
Doojoon celebrate his birthday with the fans ,
we all sang the korean version of happy birthday song to him,

After the encore stage, they all back to the mid platform,
its the time to say goodbye,
on the last min,
that only a hand with the "V" sign left in our sight,
Yoseob, i think is Yoseob,
he crawled back on the stage to say goodbye with us,
and left the stage again on the left side stairs...lol

saengil chuka hamnida Doojoon hyung ~ lol

they are now at Singapore ready for the second round ~
Beast deabak!!! Love Beast!!!

Last day of June

转眼已来到六月的最后一天
我也丢弃了这里有一个月了
因为这个假期里
可以说是lifeless
所以就没有什么东西可以写

但是突然发觉已经是最后一天
又不甘心空了一个月
就随便上来写废话

明天，
明天就是BEAST 1st Malaysia Fans Meeting
很高兴的是
我会去
付钱去看明星的第一次
还真的是第一次
希望一切都顺顺利利

Books...

I can't believe that I've finished 2 books in one week ..
"Thirst 3" and "Train Man".

"Thirst" is a series talking about the last vampire,
the bloody Sita, who has another name, Alisa Perne.
really enjoy when reading it...
the author, Christopher Pike,
is so good at describing the fighting scenes...
and plotting too,
no wonder it is one of the bestselling series.

I prefer to read the fighting scenes,
but Thirst 3 is more about story, and more complicated too...
if you like vampire series, and bloody scenes,
this is a nice choice...
reading is quite good as all the scenes are based on your imagination.

the "Train Man" is totally different...
it is a log of posts on one of the forum,
talking about the love story between the Train Man and Miss Lady Hermes,
from they meet, till they've become a couple,
the posts has been translate into English,
as it is originally written in Japanese.
you are just like a netizen who only reading the posts to know about their story...

train man was keep on posting the process on the forum,
while the netizens gave comments, suggestions, cheering him on this and that.
it was so funny when you see the netizens posting all those nonsenses...
though they really giving a lot of helpful info.
it is also a nice choice as you can understand more about japanese culture,
as they post, their thoughts, their life...

but I think they put too much efforts to start a relationship...
although that might seems touching when you are recalling those memories,
they should also put the same or more efforts to learn to maintain the relationship, as you know,
to maintain is definitely more difficult than to start it...

After all that books , I've also finished the HK drama 〈〈洪武三十二〉〉，
although I start from half of it...
like this song so much,
i can say Kate 徐子珊 did a good job


here is the lyric　in case you want a copy

徐：不经意地像一早约定时与地　
　　经过万回千转让爱储起　

谢：声音气味　容我在身边找到你　
　　未怕终於忘记　任千年遨翔万里　亦会想得起

徐：其实与你分离　完全为等再遇你　
谢：挨过分开滋味　我们才懂珍惜再可一起
合：缘分纵有分离　回来吧　我等你

徐：千种细腻　谢：万分的好奇　
合：感觉像奇迹　这样美

徐：一种信念　在分开以後　才兑现　
　　跟你漫行　兜转　越过变迁

谢：一种纪念　从岁月当中　不改变
　　两对手牵着线　最艰难时辰共勉　便爱多一点　

徐：其实与你分离　完全为等再遇你　
谢：挨过分开滋味　我们才懂珍惜再可一起
合：缘分纵有分离　回来吧　我等你

徐：千种细腻　谢：万分的好奇　
合：感觉像奇迹　这样美

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back here for so long d,
still haven't meet that 2 guys in my gang,
so sad lo!!!!
tmr will be going back to kl,
for a week then come back again,
comeback at 5th of June,
later...

秒速五公分

秒速五公分
5 Centimeters Per Second
是一部日本动漫
短短的三集
讲述男女间的初恋，爱情，距离
那天我妹突然跟我说很好看
所以就看了

戏名是指樱花叶掉落的速度
也是雪花飘落的速度
时间背景是日本下雪的时候
起初，我真的觉得他们都很天真
或许还小吧
但如果撇开一切
只是欣赏他们之间的那份爱
也是挺好看的
若没事做又想感触一下
可以去找一找...

我个人觉得远距离恋爱的可行性
是不高的
看情况吧
在以前科技未发达一样
现在也一样
能与不能
和科技的关联并不大
是信念的问题
对对方的信念比任何事都重要
若你当爱情就像一场游戏
就更加渺茫了

若你真心看待爱情
就要准备排除万难
否则在一起
只会苦了双方
最后不欢而散
到时就恨错难返了

唉，废话一大堆
都不知写给谁看
我还是早点睡吧
明天还要早起

转载一句话
能抢走的爱人，就不是爱人

Fiction and Fact

BEAST 1st album,
"Fiction and Fact",
it is so nice,

BEAST - Fiction and Fact
with links to youtube B2utygirls's channel as she had uploaded all full audio tracks in the album.

1.“The Fact”
2.“Fiction”
3.“Back to You”
4.“You”
5.“Freeze”
6.“Virus”
7.“Though I Call” (불러보지만)
8.“On Rainy Days” (비가 오는 날엔)
9.“Lightless” (Unplugged Version)
10.“Fiction” (Orchestra Version)

here is the teaser for the album,
the song in the teaser is "The Fact",
and the end of it is the front part of "Fiction".
I like the front part of "Fiction" because it is just so nice...
you can tell wether it is a nice song by it's front part music...

they will have their comeback stage later,
now is already 19/5,
it is so good to see them comeback,
one of my favourite groups ya...

B2uty is the name of the Beast's fandom,
just for your information.
One way to become a beauty:
like BEAST!

美妙生活

Hmm... back to ipoh again...
after few more days, they will finish the exam,
now, i am here waiting and waiting in my home,
nothing to do...
let's have outings as soon as you all finish the exam.

this time , i want to recommend 林宥嘉's new album,美妙生活
DISC 1: (with all links to CD version on youtube)
01. 美妙生活
02. 自然醒
03. 想自由
04. 我總是一個人在練習一個人
05. 紀念品
06. 不換
07. 擁有
08. 早開的晚霞
09. 想念
10. 晚安
11. Fly My Way

DISC 2:
01. Song 2
02. Ain't No Sunshine
03. 突然想起你
04. 春光乍泄
05. 作伴
06. 飄
07. Carnival
08. 我只在乎你
09. 老實情歌
10. Everyday
11. The Hindu Times
12. 羅密歐與朱麗葉
13. First Of The Gang To Die
14. 雨和眼淚
15. Darling
16. How Deep Is Your Love
17. 眼色

the main song, 主打 is 晚安,
i recommend 3 songs,
自然醒, 想自由 and 晚安,
go to youtube to look for them,
they are really nice ~
晚安MV and 想自由MV on youtube.

i think it is quite weird to write in both chinese and english...
initially, i am thinking to write all in chinese...
but this chinese program is kind of disappointing...

recently,
my facebook page is full of negetive feelings,
my friends are like keep on posting all those bad feelings,
i am not blaming you all to post that...
i am just kind of worrying you all...
because of either the exam or result or even school reopen,
especially chm, ws, py...

maybe i should think about what my sis said...
it is yours matters and i am not suppose to think about it ...
just leave it to your own to settle it
as you all should take responsible for your own life.
end of this topic.

tmr will be 17/5 ,
what is this date represent for me?
tmr will be rui bin's and yean kung's birthday,
nothing much i can give you two...
just a happy birthday on your wall post, and here~
and tmr will be the comeback stage for BEAST,
long waited time, they finally comeback !
Don't forget to check it out,
if any of you have secretly become a beauty ~ haha

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Correction :
5/17 is not BEAST comeback stage,
it is suppose to be the new album release date,
their comeback is on 19/5, on M!Countdown stage.

Tonight , all of the beauties had been crazy ,
probably screaming and shouting everywhere...
some of them even click on the virus download link ,
because one of the new song named "Virus", hahaha
i can say that the new album is really so great,
i can really see their effort in it.
It is now 17/5,
Happy Birthday to Rui Bin and Yean Kung !
Good luck in your study,
Always be happy and take good care of yourself.

等你们

最近因为考试
所以都没有来更新
但是我还是有来看看的
看到浏览数量还是有增加
是有点开心啦~哈哈
但是不好意思咯

4/5/11
这天是py的生日
还是想在这里写一下的
生日快乐哦！
但是没有礼物的喔，
不要来跟我要阿，哈哈
其实呢，
这天也是我妈的生日
我是靠你才记得的
也没有什么啦
只是随便写写

今天呢
是母亲节
还是一样啦
我还是觉得要孝顺
就要每天都是母亲节
母亲节不是做给别人看的

昨天我刚刚考完试
sem break又开始了
到七月多吧
但是他们考完还是要读书阿
我假期那么长又有什么意思

我想在这个假期里
改一首歌的歌词
写关于中学毕业后的心情
看看吧
我这么懒...
不知道几时才会看到

无论怎样
等你们考完试
我们一定要玩一玩聚一聚

阿，还有
最近我妹和我都做了boice，
韩国男乐团 - CNBLUE 的 fans，
他们真的很棒
得空去youtube看看阿

不要觉得我一直宣传韩流乐坛
就忘记了华语乐坛
我是承认我有忽略啦
但是我还是很喜欢华语和粤语歌的
我比较喜欢华粤语的悲歌慢歌
却又喜欢听韩流的快歌或欢乐的歌
很奇怪哦
但我确是如此

Let's go wild !

Once again, I'm now in ipoh, haha
coming back for three weeks in a row,
skipped "a few" classes,
but i will surely pay more efforts on them later to catch up,
i think the next time i come back is on my sem break,
so its ok, i will stay there for 3 weeks,
preparing for my final.

now, they are taking the 3 papers of MUET,
writing, listening, and reading if i'm not wrong.
i think with their english level,
they can surely make it band 3 or above.
but it depends also, there are luck and mood things,
i mean stress can affect the results.
good luck to them.
hope that they can make it with one try,
retake will only waste time and money.
same for me too,
i will take that exam later.

the main purpose i come back this week is
to spend some times with them
after the exam, i am sure that they will go wild, haha
i am now waiting for that moment.
after that, its my turn to prepare for my final,
all the things come in good sequence.

now, i want to share about interaction between family mambers.
nowadays, many people dont know how to deal with their own family,
you might find that looks funny,
but the problem is still there
and it really makes a lots of differences to your life.

i didnt mean that i can handle it well,
but these things take time to change,
at least i give it a try.

try to understand the others well
before you hope that they can understand you better.
communication work as an important role in this part.
"let's have a heart to heart to heart talk",
lol, 4 minute's heart to heart lyric suddenly pop into my mind, sry...
dont think that heart to heart talk is only for couple,
if you appreciate your family,
you should try that on them as well.

a family without communication is kind of meaningless,
try to convey this message to someone which refuse to talk.
please remember to convey with a smile, and a soft sound...
i think if they get this message well, they will change.
put your love to your family before its too late,
appreciate what you've got, you can make the change.

i think i really have the talent to become a psycho counselor,
i do have a good ear for that, perhaps need more training ...

*removed the cbox due to unwanted messages.

Sudden back, whatever...

Back to ipoh this weekend, suddenly,
actually, i've just decided it on thursday night,
so happy that they ask me for an outing,
and so many coincidences happen in this weekend,
so i am now in ipoh.
didnt see their face for a long time,
can i say i miss them so much ? lol
i dont know who are still checking on my blog update,
seems like so weird if i say like that....hmm...

last weekend,
i spend it all with my family,
especially with my sis,
sing k again,
only 2 of us,
quite enjoy also.

now, they all finished the
muet speaking,
so they have some free time,
let's hang out, haha

suddenly mention about muet,
i think my college still noob at little things,
the muet test used my class for the exam,
they paste the notice all along the way to the class,
and my lecturer know nothing about it,
nobody even care to inform her to chg place or cancel class,
how can they dont give it a damn?
how can they tolerate with it?
i really want to know,
does this happen every time?
haiz...that is reality
its not that i dont want to be proud of my college,
is that you can see how they do their job as a staff or in any position,
在其位，谋其事
such a simple responsibility also dont have,
i am speechless about it.
* i am not saying all the staff, thanks.

recently, i have a feeling like used my time meaningless,
life became so boring all of a sudden,
unhappiness spreading in my life,
dont know what had happened and still finding solution,
i think that is just a feeling,
hope that it will be disappear after this post.
i miss you mr.paul, and i really do,
please forgive me for skipping your class 2 times in a row,
now, i am blogging with english again,
i will try to improve my english everyday.

saw one blog just now,
she score well in spm,
but she didnt apply any scholarship,
just simply dont know anything about that,
and now, most of them were expired,
i believe that she is regretting now,
i write this is not for fun,
just advising for one more time,
think about your future before its too late,
better plan about it before you start to prepare for your final exam,
do some research,get the application form asap,
start with your application things as soon as you get your result,
dont miss any chance that will make you regret.

i just simply remember your birthday,
if my comment had spoiled your plan,
i am sorry about that,HM.

lazy weekend

For a long time i didn't blog in english right? lol
Today, i am now in ipoh again,
stay up till so late
and blogging like the old time,

why am i back here on thursday ?
that is not important at all,
yeah, i skipped classes, so?
nothing i can say about my college discipline.

btw, at least today i done my last group presentation,
a talk show which is assignment 2 for english class,
before i leave kl,
i think i have done it better than ever,
but still, i need more and more improvement.
somehow, i like my eng lecturer,
not just because she is an aquarius too,
but we can cope well in the class,
i wont simply skip her class, and also other classes too,of course
if i have no reasonable excuse.
i think that is what i have been taught since primary school.
learn for yourself, not for others.

okay, enough for my study,
actually, i really hate don't like other to ask me:
why are you studying about computer
and you don't even know how to fix common computer problems?

sometimes, i really want to reply like:
wtf do you know about my study?

but mostly, i will answer in a polite way:
do you really understand what am i studying about?

we are studying how to write programs.
computer is really more and more complicated
than what you look like as a box of electronic chips...
it is really annoying when you every time trying to explain this....haiz...
it is even worse when they think i am finding excuses,
and say something more to hurt me...
can do nothing but keep my mouth shut.......
please don't think that a newbie studying computer science will know
how to solve that damn things,
go and ask someone who is working at a pc shop, they are specialists at these...
although i am trying to remember everything
when someone showing or teaching about these
but, i am still a newbie

luckily that i still have a blog
to let go any of my unhappiness
thank you my blog

关灯？

又是26/3，Earth Hour啦
你有没有关灯？？？
有没有反省？？？

我建议如果可以的话
关掉你家的灯、电视、电脑和一些其他电器
不能关的当然不要关啦，我是指冰箱
你想跟你妈对着干？
剩下风扇
和你的爸妈、兄弟姐妹
又或者你的室友
借这个机会谈天
彼此了解和关心
平时我们都一直在忙
就算有空
都会把时间放在电脑和电视
面对面的沟通就越来越少
其实这样的感觉是很好的
只是科技产品渐渐使人忘记了

还记得那一年关灯一小时
我们都说服不了我婆婆关灯
我们包括我妹、堂弟和我
所以我们就只是将楼上房间的灯关了
三个人就只是谈天就过了差不多两小时

虽然今年的过了
但是希望你们还是可以继续响应环保
多和家人沟通
顺带一提
停电也是个很适合谈天的时刻

小事

今年学院的马拉松+运动会
真是烂透了
比培南的还要烂上千百倍
我并不打算在这里数落那些
我只想说
无论做什么事
都要做到最好
就算那是小事
因为往往是这些很多的小事
让人感动，让人珍惜
虽然说什么
成大事者不拘小节
但往往
星星之火可以燎原
若小事都做不好
别期望别人会看得起你

昨天跑完后弄伤了腿 哈哈
偶尔能尽力跑一下也是种幸福
一点小伤算得了什么

本来想趁这个考试周
星期五没有课
回去一下的
但还是算了吧
我还要准备考试
腿又带伤
留下来好好休息吧~

喂~你们的成绩怎样啊？
ws,你说你的还好吧~那就好
py,你又几时有空跟我分享一下？

哈哈哈

哈哈哈
大笑三声
那个“三千字”终于被我干了
那个考试也过了
休息了一天
很开心地说
明天要早起
去什么学院马拉松
唉， 说不出的无奈
但这不是写了出来吗？ 哈哈

说起来还真不相信自己废话连篇了个三千字
什么狗屁垃圾都丢进去了
就这么交了上去
真希望可以拿到好分数
是我不好
老师给两个星期
我又拖拖拖
不然怎么证明我厉害？哈哈，讲笑
我是真的要改的
希望不会有下次啦~希望啦~

不知道是不是写了一整天的狗屁
那考试的五道短题
我竟然差不多题题都给它个三百字的废话
以前要我写个三百字的英文作文
我没有一两个小时是不可能完成的
昨天就在一小时内写了这么多
人，真是不可思议啊~

我今天的收获呢
就是我觉得我的唱功又进步了
觉得,纯粹是觉得
什么都好啦
总之今天心情大好就对了

近两天，我特别迷陈奕迅
这里我要推一下他的旧歌

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粤语残片 - 陈奕迅

乔迁那日打扫废物 家居仿似开战
无意发现 当天穿返学夏季衬衣
奇怪却是茄汁污垢
渗在这衬衣布章外边
极其大意 为何如此

想那日初次约会 心惊手震胆颤
忙里泄露 各种的丑态像丧尸
而尴尬是快餐厅里
我误把浆汁四周乱溅
骇人场面 相当讽刺

你及时递上餐纸 去为我清洗衬衣
刹那间身体的触碰 大件事

今天看这段历史 像褪色午夜残片
笑话情节 此刻变窝心故事
现时大了 那种心跳难重演
极灿烂时光 一去难再遇上一次

怎努力都想不起 初恋怎会改变
情侣数字 我屈指一算大概知
奇怪却是每恋一次
震撼总逐渐变得越浅
令人动心 只得那次

有没捱坏了身子
会为哪位披嫁衣
你有否挂念当天这丑小子

今天看那段历史 像褪色午夜残片
笑话情节 此刻变窝心故事
现时大了 那种心跳难重演
极灿烂时光 一去难再遇上一次

在混乱杂物当中找到 失去的往事
但现在杂物与我 举家将会搬迁
让记念成历史

想想那旧时日子 像褪色午夜残片
笑话情节 今天多一种意义
现时大了 那种心跳难重演
极爆裂场面 想再遇确实靠天意
----------------------------------------------

歌词讲述初恋时的记忆
初恋的感动
一生一次
我觉得很有意思
做人就是要
记住开心的事
忘记不开心的事
就算初恋不再
但是回忆还在
回想起也甜蜜吧

好了
讲完我的了
现在讲SPM放榜
哈哈
今晚应该很多人睡不着哦
至所有刚刚中五毕业的读者
如果我又令你再次紧张的话 对不起
但我是衷心在这里祝福你们
希望你们拿到你们想要的，最好的
关于你们往后的路
我给的建议就是
选什么都好，选了，就不要后悔，尽力去做
咬紧牙关也要撑过去，每条路都有难处
这就是所谓 你看我好，我看你好
要比别人努力，告诉自己，努力是不会白费的
至少当你回顾自己的时候
自己也不要觉得自己懒

我也建议那些还没考的，
用一点时间去想好以后的路，
不要说到那时才想啦，
到那时根本就迟了，
想好后收集些相关资料，
就可以知道以后会去哪里，
况且有了目标，
读起书来应该也会增加些许动力，
拿了预考成绩，
就去申请了，
不是说不拿A就肯定不收的，
但至少相关科目要及格，
但也要按照各学府的规定啦...
这些应该要自己去找，
自己的事要自己做，
没事不要老依靠别人.

幸福是种习惯

今晚忍不住要来这里宣泄
纵使还有一个三千字的作文
和星期一的考试在等着宰我

就在这个星期一
我还悠哉游哉的和你们爬山
或许你们觉得我不发一语，很闷
但是我可以很确定的告诉你们，我很开心
看到你们这么开心，我就可以了
其实我并不想那么沉闷
只是感觉好像放不开，就是感觉
每次我都会逃避似的将这一切
推在水瓶座这个借口身上
但是我想我这次应该找到解决方法了
期待下一次再遇上你们，哈哈

昨天听广播，
听到盈盈说，
“幸福是种习惯，直到你习惯的东西不在以后，才明白习惯是种幸福”
这句话我不多说了，
自行思考吧，
这样应该会获益更多

我想说
刀大，你真的很棒
谢谢你，让我学会重要的人生道理

*冬瓜不让我进冬瓜屋，是我说错话了吗？我不知道
或许我该问问她...

晴天霹雳阿！

前几天就想更新了
但忙东忙西
有时间又懒
但今天一定要写

晴天霹雳阿！
今天老师跟我说
下个星期的假期 没啦！
顿时低落 唉...
搞到整班都情绪病

过后能怎样？
跟朋友说没有假期咯
出去玩不用预我的份
继续上课咯

这个充其量只是个落空希望
我才不会给一个空希望打沉

但是无论如何
我还是会回去的
决定星期五和星期一
自己放假...
偶尔放纵下应该OK啦...

上星期我做了“陈峰”
宛仪说她现在就读的学院
大部分都是马来人
华人沾少数啦~
她觉得很难融入他们
所以我就以我的经验
跟她谈了几句
希望能对她有帮助

但从刚才一些观测
我觉得她的情况已经开始好转了

其实踏入社会
就一定会跟
不同种族不同语言的人
有交流
因为这是马来西亚
这是一个一定要接受的事实
只有学会去沟通
没什么困难
不管什么人
都一定会有好人坏人
不要一概而论
不要说我不能
不要自我限制
人与人之间的关系
都需要其中一人踏出第一步
做那个踏出第一步的人
不是想象中那么难的 （这也是对我自己说的...）
但不得不提醒
切记带眼识人
不要损友益友傻傻分不清

希望这样一篇文章
可以对面对这问题的人
有一点小小的帮助

*好像写错了宛仪的名字
先在这里说声对不起
认识这么久都不会写你的名
是我的错
po你上来不讲一声
也是我的错
但我写别人从来都不用讲的阿~哈哈
但是你应该没有浏览部落格的习惯吧...
想必也不会看到
如果你的朋友看到
应该也会很快忘记吧，对吗朋友？哈哈哈

知道我为什么不在部落格放音乐吗？
我记得我以前很喜欢深夜才浏览部落格
每次一开就开几个更新了的部落格
有时忘记关小声，都几刺激一下的
现在就很少了
但是时常还是会听到mix songs
然后一个个部落格去找
有些在中间，有些在最最最下面
不是想说放音乐不好
只是如果可以，放高一点咯
一些文章配音乐是会比较好读些 我赞成的
还有，简单的部落格比较快

还是朋友

最近我很喜欢带着耳机
不管听什么歌
都喜欢开得大大声
让歌曲的情感不断的放大再放大
沉溺在那些悲伤中
水瓶座的人
不管快乐与悲伤的共鸣
都喜欢
我想我比较喜欢后者吧...

昨天毅说
在这个来临的假期
一定要出来聚一聚
因为过后他们就要准备考试了
之后就是忙不完的一切一切
真的不能再松懈了
也就是说
是真的要离别了
过了中六
就真的是各奔东西了
认真想一想
下次见面
也许新年的假期
也许是同学聚会
也许是朋友的婚礼
也许是朋友的葬礼
也许...也许以后
也不会再见
世界很大，也很小
或许我太悲观了些
总之
记得珍惜每一次的见面
爱就要表现出来
朋友的爱也是
就算以后再也见不到
也不会有遗憾
老土的说一句
天下没有不散的筵席
再见总是要说的
只要用心珍惜
多年后还是朋友

昨晚我想着想着
就幻想到朋友们的婚礼
哈哈，很开心的
感谢上天让我们相遇

不适合

昨天下午很闷的在听着收音机
听着听着
竟然连续播放两首
钩起我旧回忆的歌
突然觉得真的很巧
世事往往如此
这两首歌
都关于一个人
回想起当时我做的一切
真是的很可恶
可恶到我都无法原谅自己
但为什么到今天我才觉悟
唉
后知后觉
不知不觉又过了几年
无论过了多少年
有些事是终究要纠正的
就这么说定了
上面的事就这样告一段落，写给我自己看

又一个很闷的下午
你看我做了些什么













还真无聊...

最近那个现象还是依旧
就是同学都很喜欢请教我
我并不是在炫耀什么
只是在班上有老师
如果同学有什么不明都找我
那么老师就会显得无趣
有些老师是很乐意这样
但有些并不是这样的
可能我的样子像老师吧...
我记得Pika的妈妈曾经说过我
一副教师相
突然觉得aunty真是应该去帮人看相
真的有时候觉得
如果我去当教师
有可能真是桃李满天下
算了
我还是停止自夸下去了
越来越欠扁的感觉

写到这里吧
今天的心情不是很适合写部落格...

爱的力量

突然间我想说说爱的力量
就前几天看到报纸上
一则新闻
妻子奋不顾身挡在老虎与老公中间
文中提及那份忘己的爱
为了爱的人
连生命也值得付出
是很值得被赞赏的

然而现在多数的年轻人
往往喜欢把两人的爱
玩弄于股掌之中
那句口中说出的“我爱你”
是多么的廉价
多么的侮辱

当然爱不只是爱情
文中也提及了
与亲人朋友之间的爱
和对自己的爱

人，必先自爱 （不代表自恋）
然后才会爱人

文中也提及了
以权力，压迫来领导
效果不如以爱来领导
前者令下属心生害怕，恐惧感
恐惧感使人能力受限制
后者令下属心生暖意，亲切感
爱能令人发挥潜能
其实说领导
不如说这是多数人关系上的处理
例如父子、母女、主仆等

还有
人不该总是以自己为中心
以为自己的条件比别人好
只是别人也有你看不到的一面
没有了你地球还是会继续转动
再美的月亮
也要有星星，云的衬托
没有了夜空，根本没人当它存在
没有太阳的光，就自己欣赏那凹凸的脸

我强调的是
我们应该爱我们身边的每一个人
因为他们的出现
我们的生命才变得精彩
如果这时你想起你的死对头的话
那么你应该想想你们之间摩擦的原因
如果是些芝麻小事的话
十年后你还会不会在意呢？
如果不会，那么现在又为什么要拿这些小事折磨自己？
人与人之间都充满误会
需要的往往是个表达的机会
先向他/她表现出些许善意
或许关系就能扭转乾坤了

之前在FB看到的

如果彼此出现早一点，
也许就不会和另一个人十指紧扣。
又或者相遇的再晚一点，
晚到两个人在各自的爱情经历中慢慢地学会了包容与体谅、
善待和妥协，也许走到一起的时候，就不会那么轻易地放弃，
任性地转身，放走了爱情。
——没有早一步也没有晚一步，那是太难得的缘份。
- 一句好话

原来我所祈求的，是那么的难得...
上面所提到关于爱的文章都来自 The Star 英文报
写到这里吧，要做功课了...

苦瓜

**之前的那个有歌词的版本被ban了，换了这个清唱版，还多了几句话...歌词我po在下面
如果不要听他讲话，可直接跳到 2.36
有些忘词，但那是他的特色

这应该是我第一个以影片作开头的帖子
我也是从某电台听到这首歌的
一直都很喜欢陈奕讯的歌
就觉得好有意思

原来苦瓜有另一个名字叫半生瓜
多数人在年轻时都不喜欢吃
觉得没有必要自讨苦吃
直到三十岁左右就会喜欢
才会欣赏它苦中带甘的味道
才觉得苦瓜的苦原来是一种美
因为人生经历过了风风雨雨
也代表人生已经走到了大概一半
这应该是说心理的年龄吧
那么你，开始吃苦瓜了吗？
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共你乾杯再举箸 突然间相看莞尔 盘中透著那味儿
大概今生有些事 是提早都不可以 明白其妙处
就像你当日痛心她回绝一番美意
怎发现你从情劫亦能学懂开解与宽恕
也像我很纠结的公事 此际回头看 原来并没有事

真想不到当初我们也讨厌吃苦瓜
今天竟吃得出那睿智愈来愈记挂
开始时捱一些苦 栽种绝处的花
幸得艰辛的引路甜蜜不致太寡

青春的快餐只要求快不理哪一家
哪有玩味的空档来欣赏细致淡雅
到大悟大彻将虎咽的升华 等消化学沏茶
至共你觉得苦也不太差

下半生竟再开学 入迷的终於醒觉 移走最后的死角
用痛苦烘托欢乐 让余甘彰显险恶 如艺坛杰作
就像我一直听香夭从未沾湿眼角
仔细地看神坛里木纹什麼精巧也不觉
却在某萧瑟晚秋深夜 忽尔明了了 而黄叶便碎落

真想不到当初我们也讨厌吃苦瓜
今天竟吃得出那睿智愈来愈记挂
开始时捱一些苦 栽种绝处的花
幸得艰辛的引路甜蜜不致太寡

青春的快餐只要求快不理哪一家
哪有玩味的空档来欣赏细致淡雅
到大悟大彻将虎咽的升华 等消化学沏茶
至共你觉得苦也不太差
做人没有苦涩可以吗

真想不到当初我们也讨厌吃苦瓜
当睇清世间所有定理又何用再怕
珍惜淡定的心境 苦过后更加清
万般过去亦无味但有领会留下

今天先记得听过人说这叫半生瓜
那意味著它的美年轻不会洞察吗
到大悟大彻将一切都升华 这一秒坐拥晚霞
我共你觉得苦也不太差

情人节

刚看回之前的帖子
以前的情人节
总是被逼上学
“被人用幸福晒死” *引用乐的句子
其实那些是不是幸福
长大后你就会知道

但是无论如何
你应该感谢那个
送你礼物的人
给你惊喜的人
因为他/她丰富了你的生命
至少给了你一个美好的回忆
无论他/她以后做了什么
让你觉得他/她不好
你们曾有过的甜蜜
都是珍贵的回忆

今年的情人节
没什么特别
还好有人请吃巧克力啦~哈哈
我今天补考时
老师见我们这么闷
请我们吃的
应该是她丈夫送的，我们猜~哈哈

留个言给我那未出现的一半
“我的一半，希望你的情人节过得开开心心~”

回想起来
我也曾几何时
在情人节买过一两支花
之后去了哪里
就算了吧~

前几天去TS看了“神奇侠侣”
有好笑啦~
还算OK...

在我回家时
在LRT好像遇到
慧嘉的姐姐慧君
我几乎能肯定是她
我望着她
但是她好像不认得我
也不奇怪
她对我的印象应该没多深
但是我却记得她生气的样子
以前还是实习学长时
整天看到她那个样子
她的脾气应该也没什么改变吧
印象中她们的关系好像不是很好
不知道是不是我记错

20110210

哈哈
今天是我生日
像往年一样
在这里做个记录

不瞒你说
昨天也是我生日
我农历生日是正月初七的阿~真有福
今年刚好连续两天一起
我想今年的猴子也和我一样吧
很开心哦~

昨天我妈帮我庆祝
带我去吃寿司~
她平时都是记农历的
吃完后说要买蛋糕
但是好饱
结果买了龟苓膏，哈哈~也是“膏”
用龟苓膏庆生几特别的~

昨晚我故意迟迟睡
虽然一早就要考试
我一边听歌一边等
等到988night听族的祝福
等到night听寿星的环节
等到节目完整结束~
看完fb的祝福才睡觉
哈哈哈，好像很傻...
“哈比笨爹兔迈笑”
*引用哈比阿草的“哈比笨爹”
衷心感谢每一位在fb祝福我的人
还有那些有心祝福但贵人事忙的人
祝你们都笑口常开~哈哈

我发觉过年很少人用“笑口常开”
但我很喜欢这个祝贺语
人生最重要就是开心阿~
就让它成为我的专属祝贺词吧！

这个新年要谢谢 BEAST!!!
当红韩国男组合
因为他们的好歌
新年才不会这么闷
电台整天都“喜气洋洋”的，哈哈哈
我还是比较习惯听流行曲

刚刚知道我妹电话被抢了
还好人没事
治安真的越来越差
要时时谨慎小心阿...
记得钱财身外物
安全才是最重要

*今天的考试都很顺利，谢谢你们的祝福～

朽木，我记得你

又回到kl继续我闷闷的日子
之前回来还说希望快点新年
现在新年过了
又期待什么呢？
下一个假期咯~

他们都说这年的新年比较闷
原因是假期吧...
因为感觉好像很快就开工/开学
但其实差不多吧...
还不是一样是九天
只是早放早开

年初三应该是我最精彩的一天
好的坏的一起来
去了mr.low家拜年
见了很多旧朋友
好久没见的老师
好怀念他们...
希望明年我们可以再去
那天的同学聚会其实我是想去的
但是因为某些“关系”，缺席了
退而选了一条不堪的路
本以为朽木虽不可雕，仍能有其用
但我失算了，没想到我竟然有今天
落得如此地步，只觉得对不起自己
就当买个教训...叫我难忘

关于威信那个case
我已经有点头绪
假以时日
就哈哈哈哈...
迟早的问题

唉，在人际关系上
真对我自己失望
我真的不应该胡思乱想
应该坚信我们之间的关系
连这么点东西都做不好
我真的不能再找借口
不能再让机会白白溜走

这次过年的感触好像是
一桌同姓人，好像很亲，但却叫不出名

Thirst III，只看了几章，没必要赶～

New year outing

31st of Jan 2011

An outing with my old friends ,
otw to join them ,
i got on a wrong bus ,
had a free ride to meru ,
at that moment ,
i think that's all right ,
its ok to have some alone time ,
recalled back lots of memories in meru ,
thought of a few questions ,
and start feeling sad ,
i think its kind of aquarius thing ,
like to think this and that while alone ,

reached parade about 3 something ,
thought that can have some chatting time with yan ,
unfortunately , we went for "Faster" ,
join them after the movie ,
"Faster" is actually okay for me ,
but not great , just some opinion ,

went to momo cafe around the padang ipoh again ,
have some fun time ,playing "killer" ,
went to padang after the feast ,
take some photo , lots of them bring their
good-looking camera ,we have a nice time,
hope the same for the "rumored couple" ~

skip this, one of my new year wishes ~

484465426545320266649682552634945566823202696673

instead of using the encrypt function provided online ,
i like to use my own .......

Back

Back to Ipoh already ,
thanks illumin for the ride.

the 1st day back to here ,
have to adapt to the living style here , lol
not much different , though,
start to plan all those outings later,
listening to those cpop songs that i left for a long time ,
seems like doing "revision" ,
you know , for the outing ,
i think one of them will be sing-k , haha ,
not la , i just listening more to improve myself ,
it's important for me.

I still prefer cpop more than kpop , lol
actually not sure ,
but it is either same or cpop > kpop ,
that one i am sure.

yesterday , illumin told me about his studies and test ,
i realize that they all still like the old times ,
living a tough life ,
studying hard for the exams , busy doing those homework ,
but for me , a diploma student in college ,
is far more easy than them ,
those computing languages is much easier than bio and chemistry things,
i think the interesting also an important matter ,
anyway , hope that they can get a good result.
for those that are choosing your own path ,
please do more research about them ,
it's important.

I like this background very much ~

Moody weekend

Feeling a bit moody in these weekend ,
feel like i have wasted my time for nothing ,
whole day just facing the computer ,
doing something meaningless ,
didn't prepare well for my english class ,
feel like disappointed my teacher ,
feel sorry for him , and myself ,
and i have to skip the next two classes because of CNY ,
feel like it gonna make him disappointed on me again ,
hope i can do much better in the next class ,
i must read and write more to improve my language ,
so i started using english for blogging ,
started to read the novels in library ,
by the way , the novel i wanted to read the most now is the"Thirst III",
hope that i can read it when i back to ipoh ,
in this few days , the internet connection is bad ,
it is hard to load any video on youtube ,
so i didn't watch any kpop performance in this weekend ,
haizzz.... nothing to say about this weekend ,
even lost my mood to sing ......
the only moment when i feel happy is in the midnight ,
listening to the radio and songs i like ,
thanks to those DJs.
i will do better in the next week ,
i promise to myself .

长篇

新年将近
代表着我就快回怡保了
日子都过得很快嘛~
转眼就差不多一个月了

但老师总是不停提醒着我们
年假过后的第一天就是考试了
真扫兴的说

如无意外
下星期五就搭顺风车回了
希望今年的新年可以好好过

昨天晚上知道可晴会上爱FM做嘉宾
就突然很想听
想了解一下她的心情
一位年轻歌手的心情
她从小就听旧金曲
从四年级就开始疯SHE
加入粉丝团什么什么的
有今天也是牺牲了许多换来的
回想起自己
四年级究竟都在做些什么
应该是玩着电子游戏机
上课打瞌睡，被老师罚
不交功课，考试考得乱七八糟

张碧珠老师，
我想都没有想过你会出现在我的部落格里
但感觉上，我还是要感谢你，
一日为师，终生为师，
你的的确确是我的恩师。
还记得上中学后见到你，
你还不忘关心地提醒我，
不要再上课打瞌睡了。
但前几天我学院的旧老师见了我，
没想到还是说回一样的话，真可笑...

可晴原来也在偶像身上学了不少东西
由此可见偶像的影响力，是多么的深
各位偶像们，如果你们有机会看到
希望你们继续给予粉丝们
那些无穷无尽的正能量与好品德，好思想
偶像并不一定指偶像团体什么的
就算你在世人的眼里是可有可无
或许在某人眼里，你就是他们的偶像

再来想说说丁当的新歌 - 一半
歌词是在对那未出现的另一半说的
说着自己的孤胆，期待，信念
相信在世界的某个角落
有一个为你存在的一半
等待着碰面与相爱的一天
这就是我对感情的看法
可能你会觉得可笑吧~
去等一个未知数
可能有人会期待那一个他/她
能快点出现在生命里
但我只希望她会出现在对的时间
不要早也不要迟
那就是最好的事了

然后就是我英文课的老师 Mr.Paul
他也是我欣赏的老师之一
虽然他每一节课都会说些与课无关的事
但他说的那些
就是做人的道理
应该说是活得精彩的哲理
每一节课他都很用心的教
他说人活着应该要
给别人的生命带出色彩
要赋予人们活着的意义
能给别人推动力的人
才活得有精彩
别人真心的感谢
就是这一切的回报
或许有些学生们会觉得浪费时间
但我觉得这些东西，比英文来得重要
英文没人教，可以自修
但一些人生道理没人教，
可能一生都不会...

本来只是想随便写写，
却写出了一大堆，
长篇大论的，
不好意思啊...
换个背景，
之前的真的有些困扰

最后，真的是最后
一道问题：
两方面冷战时，哪方面最难受?

这是 许亮宇 - 光影 《追影。筑梦》的主题曲的歌词
最近蛮喜欢的一首歌

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跟随记忆的照片泛黄了

那最纯真的笑容都停格

还以为心够彻底能留住那一刻

跨过时间的河

谁能了解我此刻的忐忑

离开始害怕寂寞的选择

耳边这熟悉的歌 筑起万般不舍

梦也许下一分忘了

人追逐的永垂不朽

让花树醉了几个秋

一风落叶岁月漂流

走过辽阔的予取予求

留不住海市蜃楼

宽恕眼泪就放手



放不下过去遗憾有多重

幻灯下突然视线很朦胧

面对无尽的空洞心酸还要多浓

人散后是否一定曲终



人追逐的永垂不朽

让花树醉了几个秋

一风落叶岁月漂流

走过辽阔的予取予求

留不住海市蜃楼

宽恕眼泪就放手

人追逐的永垂不朽

让花树醉了几个秋

一风落叶岁月漂流

走过辽阔的予取予求

留不住海市蜃楼

宽恕眼泪就放手

My lecturers (Updated 11-01-15)

It's just a perfect timing for blogging ~

Few days ago I had dreamed something weird.
I am myself cousin in the dream ,
i heard them calling me another name,
the weird thing is this,
i have never had such cousin ....weird.

This week , I have met all my lecturer,
There are 2 lecturer i like,

1st is my BBI lecturer , Ms Nurnatrah
1st time i met her ,
she test us with some psychology test,
although she didn't let us know that it is.
she just told us to draw and write something to describe ourselves,
she was just acting like don't mind what of us doing when we're writing,
but i knew she was observing our every little movements.
somehow, i don't like to be treat with such test ...
naturally have a dislike feeling inside my mind ...
how do i know that she is testing and observing us ?
i drew and wrote something about aquarius,
because i knew that would be the best ...
today , i get the paper back ,
guess what's the reply ...

Nice to know you Mun. Btw, I'm also an aquarius too. - Ms Nurnatrah

But anyway , i think she do that is just to know more about us ,
that isn't a bad thing ...
It's interesting to deal with another aquarius sometimes,
I saw and article somewhere ,
it says when aquarius meet with another aquarius ,
they will ether like or hate each other , lol
don't know it's true or not ,
but i am glad that our 1st class is quite smooth...

2nd is Mr Abdullah, my MTH lecturer,
he start his lesson with a few math tricks ,
the tricks is just a piece of cake for me ...lol,
got it right after he performed it ,
but i feel it's a good start ,
i like to study in an interesting class ,
hope the class will keep on to be interesting to me.......

today morning , i missed a class ,
the reason is i set a wrong alarm , lol
yesterday , i was just like blur case all the time ,
hope it will be better from now on ...

just now received a message from a lecturer ,
our class got 1 students got the result "gagal berhenti",
it's not me of course ,
but i am sad because our class will be minus one student again...
can you imagine 8-1 = 7 ?????
i have got nothing to say about him ,
things is actually go as i expected...
it's not the problem of the course anyway.
Good luck to him.

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(Update)
Yesterday i get my last sem result unofficially ,
My pointer is 3.9 something , only the BBI get B+ ,
just get it from the notice board ,
waiting for the official result ,
that will be on the next monday ,
hope that it will not have any change.
If change to better , of course okay la , haha.

Actually the BBI ,
I think it's my fault la ,
If i can be hardworking a bit ,
then i think i can get 4 flat ,
but there is no if in the reality ,
so i must be more hardworking from now on .
There will be one day i can get 4 flat !!!

新学期

这么快又星期五了
这个星期过得不好也不坏
就开始忙啊
哈哈

我想每个人都一样吧
有的甚至忙得要死
中五的就开始一连串的功课与补习
中六那些更不用说啦
那些刚读完的
不是进了NS
就是忙工作，找学校
或许有时不能如己所愿
但这就是人生啊
逆境才能让人成长

我呢
新学期当然还是那班同学
应该有八个
但这几天都总凑不齐
八个都凑不齐
真有点辛苦老师了
新的老师都很不错啊
挺有趣的
新的时间表
应该比上学期的好吧
至少有一天休假
但就是不喜欢在每节课中间空上两小时
没办法
不喜欢还是要接受的

最近都将空闲时间
花在kpop上面
妹说我的kpop immune没了
我觉得那不是件坏事
为什么要放弃这些美好的音乐？
只要是好歌我都喜欢
音乐无国界 才是对的

考试成绩吗
他们说还没可以
我想应该还好吧
不会很差的
也不是很担心
我想SPM的应该会担心些吧
弄到你们担心的话
对不起哦~
但那就是我的目的阿
哈哈哈
突然觉得自己好坏哦...

今天看到一篇文章
习惯了得到，便忘记了感恩。
没什么
只是提醒一些不懂感恩的家伙
所以顺手放上来
请不要对号入座

很喜欢梁静如的那两句

只唱勇氣沒勇氣還是沒結果
再捨不得沒有捨還是不會得

很有意思的句子
意思浅而易见
不用诸多解释

到此为止吧！

New Year

It's 4am on 1st January 2011
Spend most of the last day of the last year
with all my friends .
Although we countdown again with DotA ,
but i think it's worth to spend it with you all

It's now over Christmas
so I've change a new background ...
Did it shock you ?
It's quite stunning i think ,
this is the moon in the anime
"Soul Eater"
hanging up in the sky of the shibusen town
shock when i first saw it,
so i decided to take it as the background...

yesterday, went to sing k again with
mei, fun, seng, wilson, cy, pika, illumin and etc... lol
have a long time didn't meet ah fun ,
she still seems like the old times , the old ah fun
like usual, they like to laugh at me when i dunno a song
i am ok with that ~
but sometimes when i think about it ,
i got a little bit confuse about what you all want...
when i know a song, you all "beh song" ...
when i dunno a song, you all also "beh song" ...
then...i speechless...
i won't be able to know each and every song you all know ,
so i just think that's fine...ignore it....

in the end , dunno why everyone seems so down ,
just not high till the end like always .
I think i've done my best to heat up the atmosphere ,
but still , i think i've made a few mistakes ,
and a few unhappy cases happened on the outing...
but nvm , i have learned something today ~
i think i can do better on the next time ,
hope the day can come faster la...

after that, we go steambot for dinner ,
around the padang ipoh,
but lol , there is no countdown event on the padang...
speechless, but at least we eat our dinner with a lot of joys

then , what some more ?
countdown la...
countdown in X-change ,
with DotA , yeah ~
with some yuan zai's french , hahaha
and with chm the panda too ~
thanks to the panda ,
we had a backdoor victory ~
and cy said he loves panda ...

and after all that , here comes to 2011 ~
now that i remember ,
i sent 4 msgs out to wish somebody happy new year,
and i find out all of them are girls...
because all the boys are with me ,
no need to do such things , lol

2011
My looooong holiday has finally comes to an end ~
stayed in ipoh for a long times ,
almost one month ,
because of christmas and new year eve ....
skipped a few english lessons , lol
I will go back to KL tomorrow ,
and i think i will only come back after one month,
that should be a few days before CNY ,
i can only confirm when i checked the academic calender,

frankly, my last sem teacher said
my next sem should start at 20 jan ,
but i think i should go back and prepare my lesson,
and also my emotion for study...
i think i can't do anything although i stay here,
because they all gonna start thier upper six too...
they will be busier than the last year ,
gambateh , i will surely miss you all ,
please don't forget this lonely friend far away from you all ...

few days ago , we overnight at illumin house ,
playing cards and chatting ,
chatting something about love matter,
they advice me to be more active in those relationship
and i suddenly get a question...
couple relation has only got three endings , normally
1st , marriage, of course
2nd , break up, what else
3nd , keep on to be in a couple relation

normally, there is only 2 choices ,
because not everyone can stand the 3rd choice,

if someone wanna start a couple relations,
must consider for marriage and future,
if not , isn't it he/she is expected the relation to go for the 2nd ?

and after this is more and more questions.....

I've set a new aim for my new year ,
and you should have done it too ~

It's now 5 something ... good night
sweat dreams for you all ~