Back

Back to Ipoh already ,
thanks illumin for the ride.

the 1st day back to here ,
have to adapt to the living style here , lol
not much different , though,
start to plan all those outings later,
listening to those cpop songs that i left for a long time ,
seems like doing "revision" ,
you know , for the outing ,
i think one of them will be sing-k , haha ,
not la , i just listening more to improve myself ,
it's important for me.

I still prefer cpop more than kpop , lol
actually not sure ,
but it is either same or cpop > kpop ,
that one i am sure.

yesterday , illumin told me about his studies and test ,
i realize that they all still like the old times ,
living a tough life ,
studying hard for the exams , busy doing those homework ,
but for me , a diploma student in college ,
is far more easy than them ,
those computing languages is much easier than bio and chemistry things,
i think the interesting also an important matter ,
anyway , hope that they can get a good result.
for those that are choosing your own path ,
please do more research about them ,
it's important.

I like this background very much ~

Moody weekend

Feeling a bit moody in these weekend ,
feel like i have wasted my time for nothing ,
whole day just facing the computer ,
doing something meaningless ,
didn't prepare well for my english class ,
feel like disappointed my teacher ,
feel sorry for him , and myself ,
and i have to skip the next two classes because of CNY ,
feel like it gonna make him disappointed on me again ,
hope i can do much better in the next class ,
i must read and write more to improve my language ,
so i started using english for blogging ,
started to read the novels in library ,
by the way , the novel i wanted to read the most now is the"Thirst III",
hope that i can read it when i back to ipoh ,
in this few days , the internet connection is bad ,
it is hard to load any video on youtube ,
so i didn't watch any kpop performance in this weekend ,
haizzz.... nothing to say about this weekend ,
even lost my mood to sing ......
the only moment when i feel happy is in the midnight ,
listening to the radio and songs i like ,
thanks to those DJs.
i will do better in the next week ,
i promise to myself .

长篇

新年将近
代表着我就快回怡保了
日子都过得很快嘛~
转眼就差不多一个月了

但老师总是不停提醒着我们
年假过后的第一天就是考试了
真扫兴的说

如无意外
下星期五就搭顺风车回了
希望今年的新年可以好好过

昨天晚上知道可晴会上爱FM做嘉宾
就突然很想听
想了解一下她的心情
一位年轻歌手的心情
她从小就听旧金曲
从四年级就开始疯SHE
加入粉丝团什么什么的
有今天也是牺牲了许多换来的
回想起自己
四年级究竟都在做些什么
应该是玩着电子游戏机
上课打瞌睡，被老师罚
不交功课，考试考得乱七八糟

张碧珠老师，
我想都没有想过你会出现在我的部落格里
但感觉上，我还是要感谢你，
一日为师，终生为师，
你的的确确是我的恩师。
还记得上中学后见到你，
你还不忘关心地提醒我，
不要再上课打瞌睡了。
但前几天我学院的旧老师见了我，
没想到还是说回一样的话，真可笑...

可晴原来也在偶像身上学了不少东西
由此可见偶像的影响力，是多么的深
各位偶像们，如果你们有机会看到
希望你们继续给予粉丝们
那些无穷无尽的正能量与好品德，好思想
偶像并不一定指偶像团体什么的
就算你在世人的眼里是可有可无
或许在某人眼里，你就是他们的偶像

再来想说说丁当的新歌 - 一半
歌词是在对那未出现的另一半说的
说着自己的孤胆，期待，信念
相信在世界的某个角落
有一个为你存在的一半
等待着碰面与相爱的一天
这就是我对感情的看法
可能你会觉得可笑吧~
去等一个未知数
可能有人会期待那一个他/她
能快点出现在生命里
但我只希望她会出现在对的时间
不要早也不要迟
那就是最好的事了

然后就是我英文课的老师 Mr.Paul
他也是我欣赏的老师之一
虽然他每一节课都会说些与课无关的事
但他说的那些
就是做人的道理
应该说是活得精彩的哲理
每一节课他都很用心的教
他说人活着应该要
给别人的生命带出色彩
要赋予人们活着的意义
能给别人推动力的人
才活得有精彩
别人真心的感谢
就是这一切的回报
或许有些学生们会觉得浪费时间
但我觉得这些东西，比英文来得重要
英文没人教，可以自修
但一些人生道理没人教，
可能一生都不会...

本来只是想随便写写，
却写出了一大堆，
长篇大论的，
不好意思啊...
换个背景，
之前的真的有些困扰

最后，真的是最后
一道问题：
两方面冷战时，哪方面最难受?

这是 许亮宇 - 光影 《追影。筑梦》的主题曲的歌词
最近蛮喜欢的一首歌

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跟随记忆的照片泛黄了

那最纯真的笑容都停格

还以为心够彻底能留住那一刻

跨过时间的河

谁能了解我此刻的忐忑

离开始害怕寂寞的选择

耳边这熟悉的歌 筑起万般不舍

梦也许下一分忘了

人追逐的永垂不朽

让花树醉了几个秋

一风落叶岁月漂流

走过辽阔的予取予求

留不住海市蜃楼

宽恕眼泪就放手



放不下过去遗憾有多重

幻灯下突然视线很朦胧

面对无尽的空洞心酸还要多浓

人散后是否一定曲终



人追逐的永垂不朽

让花树醉了几个秋

一风落叶岁月漂流

走过辽阔的予取予求

留不住海市蜃楼

宽恕眼泪就放手

人追逐的永垂不朽

让花树醉了几个秋

一风落叶岁月漂流

走过辽阔的予取予求

留不住海市蜃楼

宽恕眼泪就放手

My lecturers (Updated 11-01-15)

It's just a perfect timing for blogging ~

Few days ago I had dreamed something weird.
I am myself cousin in the dream ,
i heard them calling me another name,
the weird thing is this,
i have never had such cousin ....weird.

This week , I have met all my lecturer,
There are 2 lecturer i like,

1st is my BBI lecturer , Ms Nurnatrah
1st time i met her ,
she test us with some psychology test,
although she didn't let us know that it is.
she just told us to draw and write something to describe ourselves,
she was just acting like don't mind what of us doing when we're writing,
but i knew she was observing our every little movements.
somehow, i don't like to be treat with such test ...
naturally have a dislike feeling inside my mind ...
how do i know that she is testing and observing us ?
i drew and wrote something about aquarius,
because i knew that would be the best ...
today , i get the paper back ,
guess what's the reply ...

Nice to know you Mun. Btw, I'm also an aquarius too. - Ms Nurnatrah

But anyway , i think she do that is just to know more about us ,
that isn't a bad thing ...
It's interesting to deal with another aquarius sometimes,
I saw and article somewhere ,
it says when aquarius meet with another aquarius ,
they will ether like or hate each other , lol
don't know it's true or not ,
but i am glad that our 1st class is quite smooth...

2nd is Mr Abdullah, my MTH lecturer,
he start his lesson with a few math tricks ,
the tricks is just a piece of cake for me ...lol,
got it right after he performed it ,
but i feel it's a good start ,
i like to study in an interesting class ,
hope the class will keep on to be interesting to me.......

today morning , i missed a class ,
the reason is i set a wrong alarm , lol
yesterday , i was just like blur case all the time ,
hope it will be better from now on ...

just now received a message from a lecturer ,
our class got 1 students got the result "gagal berhenti",
it's not me of course ,
but i am sad because our class will be minus one student again...
can you imagine 8-1 = 7 ?????
i have got nothing to say about him ,
things is actually go as i expected...
it's not the problem of the course anyway.
Good luck to him.

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(Update)
Yesterday i get my last sem result unofficially ,
My pointer is 3.9 something , only the BBI get B+ ,
just get it from the notice board ,
waiting for the official result ,
that will be on the next monday ,
hope that it will not have any change.
If change to better , of course okay la , haha.

Actually the BBI ,
I think it's my fault la ,
If i can be hardworking a bit ,
then i think i can get 4 flat ,
but there is no if in the reality ,
so i must be more hardworking from now on .
There will be one day i can get 4 flat !!!

新学期

这么快又星期五了
这个星期过得不好也不坏
就开始忙啊
哈哈

我想每个人都一样吧
有的甚至忙得要死
中五的就开始一连串的功课与补习
中六那些更不用说啦
那些刚读完的
不是进了NS
就是忙工作，找学校
或许有时不能如己所愿
但这就是人生啊
逆境才能让人成长

我呢
新学期当然还是那班同学
应该有八个
但这几天都总凑不齐
八个都凑不齐
真有点辛苦老师了
新的老师都很不错啊
挺有趣的
新的时间表
应该比上学期的好吧
至少有一天休假
但就是不喜欢在每节课中间空上两小时
没办法
不喜欢还是要接受的

最近都将空闲时间
花在kpop上面
妹说我的kpop immune没了
我觉得那不是件坏事
为什么要放弃这些美好的音乐？
只要是好歌我都喜欢
音乐无国界 才是对的

考试成绩吗
他们说还没可以
我想应该还好吧
不会很差的
也不是很担心
我想SPM的应该会担心些吧
弄到你们担心的话
对不起哦~
但那就是我的目的阿
哈哈哈
突然觉得自己好坏哦...

今天看到一篇文章
习惯了得到，便忘记了感恩。
没什么
只是提醒一些不懂感恩的家伙
所以顺手放上来
请不要对号入座

很喜欢梁静如的那两句

只唱勇氣沒勇氣還是沒結果
再捨不得沒有捨還是不會得

很有意思的句子
意思浅而易见
不用诸多解释

到此为止吧！

New Year

It's 4am on 1st January 2011
Spend most of the last day of the last year
with all my friends .
Although we countdown again with DotA ,
but i think it's worth to spend it with you all

It's now over Christmas
so I've change a new background ...
Did it shock you ?
It's quite stunning i think ,
this is the moon in the anime
"Soul Eater"
hanging up in the sky of the shibusen town
shock when i first saw it,
so i decided to take it as the background...

yesterday, went to sing k again with
mei, fun, seng, wilson, cy, pika, illumin and etc... lol
have a long time didn't meet ah fun ,
she still seems like the old times , the old ah fun
like usual, they like to laugh at me when i dunno a song
i am ok with that ~
but sometimes when i think about it ,
i got a little bit confuse about what you all want...
when i know a song, you all "beh song" ...
when i dunno a song, you all also "beh song" ...
then...i speechless...
i won't be able to know each and every song you all know ,
so i just think that's fine...ignore it....

in the end , dunno why everyone seems so down ,
just not high till the end like always .
I think i've done my best to heat up the atmosphere ,
but still , i think i've made a few mistakes ,
and a few unhappy cases happened on the outing...
but nvm , i have learned something today ~
i think i can do better on the next time ,
hope the day can come faster la...

after that, we go steambot for dinner ,
around the padang ipoh,
but lol , there is no countdown event on the padang...
speechless, but at least we eat our dinner with a lot of joys

then , what some more ?
countdown la...
countdown in X-change ,
with DotA , yeah ~
with some yuan zai's french , hahaha
and with chm the panda too ~
thanks to the panda ,
we had a backdoor victory ~
and cy said he loves panda ...

and after all that , here comes to 2011 ~
now that i remember ,
i sent 4 msgs out to wish somebody happy new year,
and i find out all of them are girls...
because all the boys are with me ,
no need to do such things , lol

2011
My looooong holiday has finally comes to an end ~
stayed in ipoh for a long times ,
almost one month ,
because of christmas and new year eve ....
skipped a few english lessons , lol
I will go back to KL tomorrow ,
and i think i will only come back after one month,
that should be a few days before CNY ,
i can only confirm when i checked the academic calender,

frankly, my last sem teacher said
my next sem should start at 20 jan ,
but i think i should go back and prepare my lesson,
and also my emotion for study...
i think i can't do anything although i stay here,
because they all gonna start thier upper six too...
they will be busier than the last year ,
gambateh , i will surely miss you all ,
please don't forget this lonely friend far away from you all ...

few days ago , we overnight at illumin house ,
playing cards and chatting ,
chatting something about love matter,
they advice me to be more active in those relationship
and i suddenly get a question...
couple relation has only got three endings , normally
1st , marriage, of course
2nd , break up, what else
3nd , keep on to be in a couple relation

normally, there is only 2 choices ,
because not everyone can stand the 3rd choice,

if someone wanna start a couple relations,
must consider for marriage and future,
if not , isn't it he/she is expected the relation to go for the 2nd ?

and after this is more and more questions.....

I've set a new aim for my new year ,
and you should have done it too ~

It's now 5 something ... good night
sweat dreams for you all ~